I thought that if you got high, you would be so buzzed off enough to not give a hell about what people thought about you.
By the way, your life would be much easier and happier if you give up on being fake. Basically, high school life is all about being fake, but if you look at the...what others consider "nerds", they're pretty comfortable in their sweatpants pulled up high and everything. they don't need to impress anyone but the teacher, so they have it easy while guys and girls try so hard everyday to be something they're not.